Chapter 2 - Small steps

Thursday, December 25, 2008


Today, the rain comes earlier than usual. Looks like I won't be jogging at the beach... again. I don't like the feeling of stepping on the wet sand. It's like walking through mud. 'Yuck'. Sometime in June 2009, I'm suppose to be hiking the Kinabalu mountain with my friends. But with the stamina I have now, I won't last long. At first, I want to join them because I enjoy being with them. Now, without them starting, I don't feel like training at all.

Its about time I stop depending on others. When that time come, I wanted to be the person who climb that mountain because of my own will. For now, I'm doing some push-ups and sit-ups daily. Not sure if its going to be useful but it makes me feel that I'm progressing. Doing so motivates me to continue. I'm slowly becoming 'that' person... my ideal self.


Mount Kinabalu - It's peak is above the clouds!

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Done By: Azh
Time: 4:57 PM


Chapter 1 - Supplement Exam!

Monday, December 22, 2008


I am editting this blog and is preparing for my first post when I recieve two messages from my friend. Both telling me that I got *supplement for my Genetics! I can't believe it. I work so hard for that paper... well... at least that's what I think.

I have taken that paper last year. So, if I fail this one, I have to say bye bye to UBD. And it's my final year already. Such waste of time. Two choices! To study or not to study? Yea obvious. But its hard for me considering I've try hard specially for that paper! And I've failed last year supplement... It really make me want to give up. Really.. And yes, I start blaming my lecturer.

... I have decided that no matter what I will study. Even if there is someone from the future telling me I will fail again! For me, the results are not important. The important thing is the process, the process of trying. The supplement exam will take place some time in January 2009. My friends and I already have a plan to go to KK this January. Hopefully this supplement does not affect our plan. I'll be frustrated if it does.


*Supplement exam - taking the exam for a specific paper again because your marks are not high enough to pass. But your marks are not so low that you fail directly.

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Done By: Azh
Time: 5:42 PM